Gracious Words.

Upon the sterile canvas, white,
heartfelt letters crimson red;
forming words you long to hear
that until now, were left unsaid.

Yet not because I do not want
nor care to share emotions true;
of this I wish and nothing else
but can’t, because of you.

For every time our eyes do meet
of words I’ve none, I am bereft;
when skin meets skin in warm embrace
I offer you my every breath.

So in this verse I do confess
without you I would cease to be

I live to love you every day
from now until eternity.

(Source: graciouswords)

The thought of you with him

kills me but I force myself to live

the dream.

My eyes become his fingers,

watching your body react　

to his touch, arching back, groaning

perspiring, lungs gasping for air

as you scream his fucking name

.

I live this dream day after day,

night after sleepless night;

torturing my soul and fuelling the rage

that burns in the pit of my stomach

I know that it’s wrong, I know I should

move on but I can’t, I just can’t and

I won’t and I’m scared; scared that

if I lose this memory

I will have lost you forever.

(Source: graciouswords)

graciouswords:

It’s hard to stay strong
when you and you alone are
my greatest weakness.　 

It’s hard to stay strong
when you and you alone are
my greatest weakness.　 

(Source: graciouswords)

graciouswords:

In my absence, remember me,
if not my name, my poetry
each loving verse of warming hues
for your eyes only, just for you.

Words from mine onto your own
souls entwined, our love has grown
upon the page, within our eyes
feelings we just can’t deny.

Each stanza penned, a message shared
to make you feel, to show I care.　

In my absence, remember me,
if not my name, my poetry
each loving verse of warming hues
for your eyes only, just for you.

Words from mine onto your own
souls entwined, our love has grown
upon the page, within our eyes
feelings we just can’t deny.

Each stanza penned, a message shared
to make you feel, to show I care.　

(Source: graciouswords)