Gracious Words.

Upon the sterile canvas, white,
heartfelt letters crimson red;
forming words you long to hear
that until now, were left unsaid.

Yet not because I do not want
nor care to share emotions true;
of this I wish and nothing else
but can’t, because of you.

For every time our eyes do meet
of words I’ve none, I am bereft;
when skin meets skin in warm embrace
I offer you my every breath.

So in this verse I do confess
without you I would cease to be

I live to love you every day
from now until eternity.

(Source: graciouswords)

The thought of you with him

kills me but I force myself to live

the dream.

My eyes become his fingers,

watching your body react　

to his touch, arching back, groaning

perspiring, lungs gasping for air

as you scream his fucking name

.

I live this dream day after day,

night after sleepless night;

torturing my soul and fuelling the rage

that burns in the pit of my stomach

I know that it’s wrong, I know I should

move on but I can’t, I just can’t and

I won’t and I’m scared; scared that

if I lose this memory

I will have lost you forever.

(Source: graciouswords)

graciouswords:

and now, my every thought
and each one in between is
consumed by your touch,
your taste, by the dream
that dreams no longer be,but
unfold in your arms and your eyes
and become the reality of careless
whispers, of sweet surrender,
of love.

a love wet with passion’s work
and left breathless from pleasure’s waves
gravity takes over your exhausted body
pressing me deeper into the mattress
as the want in your eyes turns to something else
please let it be love
let it be love
then gaze into me
and see that is what i am feeling 

.

A collaboration with the beautiful Mimikova (in Italic).

and now, my every thought
and each one in between is
consumed by your touch,
your taste, by the dream
that dreams no longer be,but
unfold in your arms and your eyes
and become the reality of careless
whispers, of sweet surrender,
of love.

a love wet with passion’s work
and left breathless from pleasure’s waves
gravity takes over your exhausted body
pressing me deeper into the mattress
as the want in your eyes turns to something else
please let it be love
let it be love
then gaze into me
and see that is what i am feeling 

.

A collaboration with the beautiful Mimikova (in Italic).

(Source: graciouswords)

graciouswords:

Cast onto the breeze your inhibitions

Let them dance amongst the clouds

Set them free, as they have you and let your body live

Close you eyes and fear not 

For we now embark on a journey

Each gentle movement leaving mind and body swollen

Hearts beating faster leaving lungs wanting

Lips meet, breathing new life, love

Fuelling the fire engulfing us, protecting us

Healing hands caress, erasing past scars

Creating waves of raw emotion

Clouding our minds

The “Gates of Life” open, enticing, alluring with radiant heat and the sweetest aroma.

Bodies merge, twisting, turning, contorting

Beads of sweat soothing skin

Pounding our own rhythmical beat

Slow moans transform to shrieks 

Eyes roll violently, colours flash

Nails dig deeply, tearing flesh

Toes curl, muscles tighten

Two kindred energies collide simultaneously

Free of mortal shackles

Consumed by all that we offer

The glorious wonder of spiritual metamorphosis 

One heart, one body, one soul

New life

graciouswords:

“I love you and always will”

Her parting words as she left my life in tatters. I’ve always considered loving someone to be a pleasurable experience. The giving of emotion in its true form. The wide eyes and butterflies. Feeling wanted. Feeling like existence does have a greater meaning. Colours are more vibrant, the sun is always shining. Everything she did, she did for me. In a strange way, I’m comforted by the thought of always being in the heart of someone else. The question I often ask myself though is how many more hearts will she consume before mine no longer beats?